As someone who has already written about how Gears of War became an unexpected source of comfort during chaos, E-Day feels tailor-made to emotionally target longtime fans like me.

Here is the thing about prequels: Sometimes they hurt more.

We already know where Marcus Fenix and Dominic Santiago end up. We know the trauma that shapes them. The grief that settles into their bones. The losses that hollow them out.

And now? We have to watch the beginning.

Set 14 years before the original Gears of War, E-Day finally gives longtime fans like myself what we have wanted forever: Emergence Day itself. And I do not mean the “read this in-game collectible if you really care about lore” version. Emergence Day has always existed in the franchise like myth, something whispered through backstory and scattered lore entries. We knew what happened, but never truly got to witness it. E-Day changes that, putting us directly into the panic, chaos, and heartbreak of watching the world collapse in real time as humanity realizes the Locust are not some distant threat, but they are something literally clawing their way from beneath our feet.

Humanity on Sera realizes the Locust are not some rumor but something clawing its way to the surface and dismantling the world in real time. I have wanted this for years.

Gears of War sits firmly in my top three game franchises of all time (and let me be clear, it ain’t number three), so finally seeing the events that shaped the entire series feels huge.

Even better, we’re meeting Marcus and Dom during a fascinating point in their lives: post-Pendulum Wars.

These dudes are not fresh-faced rookies. These are soldiers already carrying scars, trauma, and exhaustion from one war just in time for the actual apocalypse to begin. And if Gears has taught us anything, it is that Marcus and Dom never really get a break.

Which brings me to the emotional damage I already know is coming:

Carlos Santiago, Dom’s brother, Marcus’ best friend, and one of the losses that quietly shaped both men long before we ever met them.

For folks less deep in the lore trenches than some of us, Carlos’ sacrifice shaped both Marcus and Dom long before the events of the original trilogy. His absence hangs over the franchise like a ghost. And now we are likely going to watch Marcus and Dom actively grieving him while the world literally falls apart around them.

That alone feels emotionally violent.

But what makes this hurt in the most Gears of War way possible is the symmetry.

Because three games later? Dom does the same thing: He sacrifices himself for the people he loves.

And I know I’m not the only one still emotionally unwell about Gears of War 3. Dom crashing that fuel truck while “Mad World” played in the background permanently altered my brain chemistry.

Not “wow, that was sad” sad. I mean sat-there-staring-at-the-screen-in-silence-like-I-needed-time-to-process grief sad. I ugly sobbed and STILL cry when I re-play Gears of War 3. So now I’m expected to watch Dom mourn Carlos, lose his in-laws and his children, knowing where his own story ends?!

Fantastic.

Loooovvvvve this journey for me.

But while I anticipate emotional devastation, I am also deeply, deeply excited.

For one: Tai Kaliso is back. Tai hive, we UP.

Tai was easily one of my favorite characters in Gears of War 2, and while his story absolutely wrecked me, there was something so grounded and quietly powerful about him. Getting to see him again before everything goes sideways? Inject that shit directly into my veins.

And listen, while we are revisiting familiar faces, I am respectfully asking for at least ONE Carmine appearance. I do not care if it is a grandfather, great-uncle, cousin twice removed, half-brother or somebody who simply sounds vaguely like impending tragedy. At this point, the Carmine family tree feels less like genealogy and more like a blood pact with emotional damage, and I need to know where the lineage of helmeted suffering began.

And then there are the gameplay updates that immediately had me geeking.

The destruction mechanics look incredible. Cover gets chipped away under gunfire? Glass shatters? The environment looks reactive in ways Gears has always flirted with but never fully embraced. Cover is not just cover anymore, it feels temporary. Fragile (much like my emotional state will inevitably be after playing this game.) Which somehow feels incredibly fitting for a story literally centered around civilization collapsing.

And can we talk about the movement for a second?

Crawling. Jumping. Sliding. WE CAN SLIDE NOW??

Excuse me?

PREPARE TO BE SICK OF ME.

I’m already imagining myself aggressively sliding into cover every five seconds like somebody trying way too hard to emulate the latest action flicks while absolutely dying to a Drone five minutes later.

But let’s talk about one of the real stars of the show: The Lancer.

Apparently, we are finally seeing the earliest prototype of one of gaming’s most iconic weapons.

The chainsaw rifle is basically synonymous with Gears of War, so getting to witness its origins feels like the exact kind of lore detail longtime fans eat up. Witnessing the birth of its concept just soothes my soul.

But the new weapon reveal? THAT got my attention.

The Incinerator is an Imulsion-fueled shotgun that apparently melts enemies on contact which sounds horrifying, overpowered, and deeply Gears of War coded.

And if I’m being honest, I’m already mad we don’t have this weapon in the other games because this sounds exactly like the kind of ridiculous chaos I would have absolutely abused in Horde mode.

Speaking of Horde: HORDE SIEGE.

A new 12-player PvE mode where three squads defend Kalona across larger city maps? Hell yeah brother. Prepare to lose me for hours. I can’t wait to squad up with fellow COGs and hold the line against impossible odds because if there is one thing Gears of War consistently gets right, it’s making survival feel communal.

You are never just fighting for yourself.

You are fighting with people. Fighting for people.

Beneath the chainsaw guns, impossible odds, and emotional devastation, there is something Gears of War has always understood exceptionally well:

“Never Fight Alone.”

It’s even painted on the walls of the offices at The Coalition. And you absolutely feel that philosophy in the games.

Marcus survives because of Dom. Dom survives because of Marcus.

Delta Squad works because even in the middle of grief, rage, trauma, and impossible odds, somebody is always there saying, “I got you.” And maybe that is part of why Gears of War has always resonated with me so deeply. Because life feels a lot like Horde mode sometimes.

You are exhausted. Resources feel limited. Everything feels overwhelming. And there are moments where it feels impossible to survive what is in front of you. But things get lighter when you are not carrying them alone. Whether that is your friends, your family, your partner, or your community, nobody is meant to survive the hard stuff solo.

Never fight alone.

In Gears and in life.

October 6 cannot come fast enough.

Now if y’all will excuse me, I need to emotionally prepare myself to watch Marcus and Dom suffer in beautiful Unreal Engine 5 fidelity while I aggressively slide into cover like it is my full-time job.

Cover image via Steam

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